The life of everyone

Because of the volatility of the world, I decided to leave The Book of Disquiet for the moment to hopefully return to it later. For now, I define it as an emotional bible that you can open at random and what you'll read may well resonate with what is happening inside you.

Instead, I watched The Life of Chuck. It is the most existentialist movie I have seen. Thank you, Stephen King and Mike Flanagan. You beautifully verbalized and visualized something that everyone wonders and will experience.

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